The Reason for "Static"

I am known to run with my emotions. I take what I feel, study it, become absorbed by it, and then create an image to duplicate that feeling. I believe that in creating this film I was not only inspired by a journal entry I came across but by something that I was currently feeling. It's very difficult for me as a mother to remain consistent in my parenting. One moment i'm lenient and the next stricter than ever. I'm constantly feeling like a different person trapped inside of one body. Growing up I was completely independent. I was basically on my own at 13 with no responsibilities other than my own life. Then 7 years later this child appears giving me this incredibly enormous responsibility. Sometimes I become confused by it. At times I want to run from it, run from him but I can't. I'm completely bound to the floor. I'm glued to it by his love, want, and need for me and by my love, want, and need for him. So with that I am split.