Surprise

It may be a big surprise but I still keep a lot of things to myself. 


I may come across as hardcore and rough sometimes but it's really not what is 


underneath 


I have to protect a lot of what I think and what I feel


even though I've become more vocal and expressive when it comes to my depression


I still fear that there is a lot that can't be understood....or a lot that would be misunderstood. 


I'm easy to break but also easy to put back together but sharing every secret i've ever had 


would certainly leave me broken for good 


there are just some things that have to be left to the imagination 


i'm talking about mine, not yours. 

I don't want to fight with anyone or disrespect anyone, but i'm still at a battle. 


Sometimes I feel like some people trigger a bigger war, and although I love them, I have to


set them aside for a while. It's nothing to take personally, it's just another matter of survival..


...for me and 


although they may never see it, it's for them to. 


But try to take me in anyways. i'm very unpredictable and I may find a home within you 


if given the 


chance. 




XX